雜感

[之一]
和SD在伊妹兒聊到我不消反漲的 presentation syndrome, 原來她面臨即將到來的 job talk也有一樣的焦慮, 但她昨天突然頓悟了和我分享:

I've realized how much I've depended on a pattern of "managing things so as not to fail" in order to get my emotional needs met. But that's not where anyone's emotional needs get met. They get met by taking care of yourself, appreciating yourself, loving yourself.

嗯, 好像是這麼一回事, 一天照三頓好好提點自己一番!

[之二]
又卡住了, 腦袋裡明明有東西, 手邊會用到的資料也都一落落整理好了, 但吐不出來就是吐不出來, 一整天生出唯一的一句話陳腔濫調到自己看了都反胃。教了八千六百二十五次的國族電影, 真要東拉西扯寫的時候竟比登天還難!

[之三]
球寶在我身後的床上, 窩著一團棉被呼嚕嚕的睡著了。很安詳, 很滿足的樣子, 簡單的快樂之最佳註解。